Good Morning, and happy Friday! Ugh! That was a little too much, even for a Friday! LOL! But seriously, I am going to have a good day today...it's the end of the week, and I just got paid...even though it's only enough to pay the childcare, and put gas in the van, it's enough. Be thankful for everything, and in everything be thankful, or something like that. I'm just glad that we have enough, sometimes we don't realize that enough is...well, enough. We want more, and we want it now! God is funny that way, he knows exactly what we need and when we need it...I am doing this thing with myself of trying to find the positive in every situation...it's not easy...it's actually one of the hardest things I've done. It's easier to see the negative, especially when there is so much of it going around, both in my personal world, and the actual world. But when you CHOOSE, and it is a choice, to look for, seek out & find the positive in every situation, even the worse situations don't appear as bad as they first did. It's going to take some time, and I will have a few slip ups, I am a habitual negative Nancy, but I am making a promise to myself to let go of the negative, not only for myself, but for my family, my children, and my husband. I want my kids to see that you don't have to be negative because there is negative around...you can be positive and shine through the darkness...I love my life, I don't LIKE everything that has happened, is happening, or will happen, but I love my life...I am truly blessed. I have an amazing husband, with out him, I wouldn't be trying to make these changes, I'd still probably be trying to self medicate and hide. I have 3 super fantastic wonderfully beautiful children, that I die for, and 3 equally super fantastic, & wonderfully beautiful bonus kids, that are a blessing as well!
Life isn't perfect, no matter how much we want it to be, but we can make it great, imperfections and all!
I'm out for now...I may be back later....if I get the urge...LOL!
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