Hump Day

Well, it's Wednesday, & that means it's hump day! The week is half over and I'm still exhausted! I was in bed last night by 9 o'clock, and I don't even remember falling asleep. Bonus*** Joseph went to sleep in his crib last night with very little fighting!*** Win for mom! Hey, I'll take what I can get! I feel like what ever victories I am able to achieve, no matter how big or small I will enjoy them! LOL! So...I have been feeling very stressed out lately...even more so than usual! Things are about to get pretty tough (I'm predicting). My unemployment runs out this week, I will get my last check, and then it will be up to my wonderful hubby to support us on his own, since no one seems to want to hire me! Its really frustrating, and brings up a lot of self worth crap that I thought I was finally conquering. I have for the last 2 years tried to find a job...sometimes more actively than others, but either way, I've done the whole contact them after submitting my resume thing and it just seems that I'm un-hire-able...Whatever! I wish that I could get paid to do what I do best, and that's be a mom! Now hold on! I didn't say I'm a perfect mom, but I am a very good mom, and wife, and I make sure that everyone is taken care of from the time I wake up to the time they all go to sleep, (often forgetting about my self...but that's par for the course), and if I could get paid to do that life would be perfect...but then again it would be perfect if the tree in my back yard that drops stupid olives all over the place would drop gold coins, or even dimes. But hey life isn't perfect and there's no such thing as magic, so I have to suck it up and quit whining and do something about it. I am going to look for a job and find a job that will help my family until I am finished with school and can start my career... UGH, ok well enough of that for now...I feel like maybe I should do a post later that gives you a little more background of who I am...I say you, like there is anyone reading this blog anyway...LOL!